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This edit is only concerning my real life friends. So move along, nothing to see here random deviants 
Okay guys, I got my schedule in the mail today!! 
here goes:
FIRST SEMESTER
1. ART III Honors - Alyson Hall (YAY!!!
)
2. Psychology- Gaston College (woot woot)
3. Spanish II- Kaitlin Ruster
4. Algebra II honors- David Grimes
11th GRADE ADVISORY- Phoebe Lawing
SECOND SEMESTER
1. Chemistry Honors- Brian Andrews
2. U.S. History Honors- Melinda Pierce
3. Biology Honors- Donovan Kent
4. English 11 AP- Leslie Kalmbach
11th GRADE ADVISORY- Phoebe Lawing
Alright there it is. The only real problem I have with this schedule, is the fact I have Chemistry and Biology in the same semester. Also, I have no electives in the second semester. But what ROCKS is the fact my AP English class is not till second semester 
that gives me more time to read!! But it does bother me I don't have Mrs. Patterson teaching it to me. My assignments over the summer were given to me from her. Not Mrs. Kalmbach. I'm confused. ~Failing-Reality and ~15s0ftball PLEASE tell me we have this class together or I shall die... well, not really 
. I think I'll be able to handle these classes now that the newspaper seems to be out. I can't believe all the awesome teachers were fired this year. 
It really saddens me. But what can we do? Times are hard 
Okay, so if there is anything you guys want me to switch out of or into, just tell me and we'll compromise. And PLEASE tell me we all have art together. Having my bestfriends in the same class with me just makes everything run smoother.
Yay for school coming back!!!
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_________________________Sorry for the disappearance without notice. I had family visiting me from Connecticut the past week and my mom didn't allow me to get on the computer.
Today was rather emotional when they left. I'll be especially missing my baby cousin Gabriel. I was talking to him in the morning telling him how I would miss him and he just looked really confused. He thought he was going to
live with me. I told him that he was going home back to his papi. He got even more confused and said "papi?" I think he completely forgot about his dad and life in CT. So when we were at the door saying our goodbyes, he started crying and screaming "no" when his mom tried to pick him up. I told myself I wouldn't cry but, you know how I can be
It hit me really hard when he raised his arms for me to hold him one last time. I wasn't use to all this because normally babies hate me. Baby Gabe made me want to have TONS of babies. I'm going to miss him like crazy. All of them. The best thing about having family far away is getting to be so happy when the visit you. Even if it is once a year. On the other hand, the family I have living near me are getting rather devious and just plain annoying. Everyone is pretty much talking bad about each other and plotting their destructions, but when we get together, they act like nothing is going on.
It's like my grandfather use to say:
"The more you get to know someone, the more you love your dog."
gahhh I'm babbling. lol
my mind isn't very stable today. I've been sleeping on a hard sofa in our guest room for the past week. I am soooo happy to be back in my own room, on my own bed again.
But I'm even more happy about having my internet back
I have well over 500 messages so sorry if I take a while to get back to you
Answering everyone will get a bit overwhelming, but I will try.
And for those who have asked, yes, I will be participating in Zutara week this year. I'm doodling as we speak. There is a chance I will miss a few days but I'm going to try really hard to get everything done on time
blegh, I still haven't read ANY of the books on my summer reading list, and school's just around the corner. I'm thinking about switching out of my AP English class. I feel like such a quitter but it's just I'm scared of how dedicated I have to be in school this year. I'm doubling up in sciences, taking EVERYTHING honors, and helping =cyanideandcandy out with the school newspaper. I don't really think I have time for an advanced placement class. Look at me! I'm already stressed and school hasn't even started yet. Besides, An "A" in honors English would look better on college applications than a "C" in AP English.Anyway, I'm stressed. Very alone. Exhausted. Super bitchy. and I have to pee.
Peace out, homes.
P.S.
Will people text me please. I feel special when I get text messages
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Longing
Gloomy
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Fahrenheit 451 by Ray Bradbury
Uneasy
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