Hey everyone! It's been a while. A little too long actually. I've pretty much left this account die down because I don't really... care about it? It's kind of hard to explain.
I
cringe when I look at my username. It's something I made up back in the 7th grade and now, as a senior in high school, it just really bothers me. I have an unreasonable amount of dead watchers and it makes me want to start over and see if I can get this many again. I don't update as often as I'd like and that's something I want to change. This account has some of the oldest records of drawings I've done (and quite terrible to say the least) and that's the only reason I'm not deleting it. Years from now I want to look back and see how much I've grown and improved. I would never DREAM of deleting anything I have posted on this account. Every piece meant something to me at one point and in a strange way, they still do mean something to me. As much as I brought myself down in artist comments("this is crappy, I know", "this looks rushed", "this drawing sucks"), I was so proud of every piece I've ever uploaded. I wouldn't have submitted anything if I didn't truly like it. Sometimes I'm afraid to show how much I like something I've made just because I'm afraid of the opinion or reaction of others. But things are going to be different now. Now that I'm starting fresh.
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Lyndez Join my journey. Watch the new account if you wish to do so.
This account will be officially inactive (but not deactivated) on Dec 31, 2010.
Thanks to everyone who has stuck by me these past years. I love ALL my watchers.

Shine brightly,
Ashley Madelyn Hernandez